Yeah

Ill play better nxt week
i promise!

yeah
another great day !
;)

Thank God!
ooo ya
today met Tara
piercing all over her face
phew COOL!

yeah today also go out wif E2 ppl =)


SMILE! =)


CHIBI MODE!!! lol

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
ANOTHER GREAT DAY ;)

YEAH YEAH!
in the morning very boring
need go chem focus
and there do nothing slack slack slack~


after focus me melvin nevin yanhui jefred and samuel went to queensway
walked around then went to anchorpoint
then nevin and melvin went home
so me yanhui jefred and samuel went to town
yeah
we went to far east and unfortunately jefred cant find the thing he want to buy.
so we walked around
went to takashimaya
wisma atria
and went to centrepoint

and we kana scolding by this malay old man
we sit down infront the fitting room at JOHN LITTLE
then this malay old man come and say
can u stand up dont block the way of other customers
so we stand up and yanhui say smthing like if you want ask to stand up u can ask us nicely wad
then jefred came out from the fitting room.
and jefred just throw the pants at the rubbishbin,mistaken it for basket
the old man saw samuel picking the pants from the rubbishbin as soon as he realise that its not a basket
then the malay old man approach us
and say
can u all show some manners
who would want buy pants which thrown to rubbishbin like that
then the great samuel come to the rescue
he said thats why we picking the pants from the rubbishbin when we know its rubbishbin
so the GREAT SAMUEL keep saying "thats why i took it out"
and everytime he repeat he become louder and louder
and he stare at the old man
but the old man ACT BIG

then the malay old man say i call the security
then zoom zoom zoom
he went to the cashier and never called the security
folding pants and discuss this matter with his friends there i
then jefred bought pants and we walked out
then the person said in malay
sying now then they wan go home
then i explained to the gang and of cus we buay song
but we still own his ass
hahahahaha
YEAH

The Great Samuel And The Great Yan hui

yeah after that we had our lovely dinner at queenstown there
lovely claypot rice!

So new hero in 4E2 made
SAMUEL BECOME THE JOHN LITTLE HERO!!!!

YEAH 4E2's 2E4 Great boys outing!
sorry Nevin you cant join and other 2E4 boys
YEAH! GREAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!




BIG BOSS SERVING US


JEFRED SHI BOSS OF THE DAY


FINISH!!!


WHO IS THAT CUTE BOY?????


FUNNY MIRROR. BIG HEAD,SMALL BODY


GREAT SAMUEL PHUA hahahaha!


MAKAN!!!!!!!!!!EXCITED LE


CLAYPOT CLAYPOT!GRACE GRACE!


LAO DA!!!


GUESS WHO DRINK THE COKE???

THANK GOD!
ANOTHER GOOD DAY!!!
went to cell group meeting and make some new friends ; )
and woah
meet the B.I.O.M
Bring It On Mama!
hehehehehe
i thought me and han wee going to stone when the girls there
and actually not dat stone hahahaha

then we had our very 1st combined practise
I WAS EXCITED MAN!!!
unfortunately Tara cant come.

Band consists of 4 girls and only 2 boys LOL!
POWER!

ISMA-FRIENDLY LEADER(BASSIST) ; )
CHRISTINA-SWEET VOICE SINGER ;)
ELIZABETH-LONG HAIR GUITARIST ; )
TARA-NEVER SEE (cant wait to meet you) ; )
HANWEE-FULL OF SMILE KEYBOARDIST ; )
DANIEL-EASY HIGH DRUMMER HAHAHA =))))))

VERY FUN!!!!

observing things around
CHRISTINA REALLY CAN SING VERY NICE DE!!!!!!!
woah GLAD!!!!!

of cuz we oso must practise hard
hahahaha

I REALLY CANT WAIT NXT WEEK
WE MUST GET HIGH TOGETHER!!!!!!

ooo ya B.I.O.M
the name might change hahahahaha
GO PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOW
MY WORLD LIKE TURN BACK TO NORMAL LE
EVEN BETTER
WOAH!!!
WOAH!!!
=))))
i hope time can freeze
i love it
now its feel like everything is there...
so perfect
THANK GOD =))))))

GOOD DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM USING NEW LAPTOP NOW !!!
SORRY TO MY PREVIOUS COMPAQ LAPTOP
spent time wif her for 4 years already
=)))

HAPPY FATHER DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU ARE A GREAT DAD =)))))))))))))))

BOUGHT SUPER LAPTOP
=))
BY TUESDAY SHOULD BE ABLE TO TAKE IT FROM FUNAN
18"4 inch CAN U IMAGINE???????
going to have some fun man

dinner at long john silver@ cityhall there
with Praise,Li yi ,Mayni
and the food were like made of rock
and the service sucks
and no aircon
yeah we suffered there!!!


WORST LONGJOHN EXPERIENCE !

THANK GOD I HAVE FRIENDS AROUND ME
=))
and yeah im not sad already
im mr smiley salam once again =))
all i need to do now is to get good result for Olv and everything going to be alright
=)
YEAH!!!
GOOD DAY
kk my eye cant tahan le
NITES !!!

Okay!
ill show you my brother in his prom night



all these years i always behind your back
never surpass you in anything
yeah
compared wif him since primary school
JEALOUS OF HIM!

yeah
you are some1 dat i must surpass

But of course

I LOVE MY BROTHER SO MUCH
I MISS HIM

yeah!

have a good life there =)

today went to pc show
phew
freaking crowded
yeah
this baby attract my eye




ACER ASPIRE 8920G-933G32Bn
yeah
the price also very nice
so my parent considering it i think
this big baby got big screen 18"4 inch
and got 5 built in speakers
IMAGINE IF I HAVE THIS OMG
I CAN MAKE MY OWN CINEMA IN MY ROOM

WOAH!!!

i really hope i get this 1

ITS SUPER LAPTOP

=D

THANK GOD !
THANKS MY FRIENDS !
THANKS MY FAMILY !

my fasting never go wasted =D

WOAH!
THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!
I CALLED MY MOM AND SHE NOT SCOLDING ME THIS TIME ROUND!

IM GIVEN SECOND CHANCE AND OF COURSE IM GOING TO TREASURE IT
THANK GOD MY FASTING DONT RUN DOWN TO THE DRAIN!

now i feel relieved
THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!
THANKS EVERYBODY ESPECIALLY THE ONES WHO CHEERED ME UP
=D
THANKS FOR ALL THE CONCERN AND CARE!

SORE THROAT
MUSCLE PAIN
JOINTS PAIN
TEETH UNCOMFORTABLE
STOMACH UNCOMFORTABLE


SEIZE THE DAY
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(guitar solo)

So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Whooooah
So I never want to leave you and the memories OF us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)


for such along time i never hear music through earpieces
its time for me to buy headphone
and completely enjoy musics =D

SATURDAY is a scary day
hope my mom dont get PMS

OMG GOD YOU ARE REALLY REALLY GREAT!!!
THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING
GOD I THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING
THANK GOD THANK GOD.
THANK GOD I DID THE RIGHT THING
I EMAILED MY AUNT

apologize for being cold
yea
everytime in the morning just go school
go home just say hello and just run to my room
on the air con
and just use the laptop
and sleep and this cycle goes on and on and on

so for the past 2 years
I was like never showed her love
our relationship dont even looked like family

and today i took a step out of my comfort zone
i emailed her when she is in her office
although she live with me

and tonite we suddenly had a family dinner
and just now my aunt knocked on my door
and she came in
and share with me
she asked why i haven been in the living room
issit because i dont want to fight over the tv with her daughters?
i answered her i prefer stay in front the com and chat with my friends =D
she suggested to buy a tv and put in my room
but as soon as she heard me saying i prefer using the laptop

SHE WILL TALK WITH MY PARENT AND BUY A LAPTOP FOR ME
OMG!!!
I NEVER EVEN THOUGHT OF THIS!!!
OH MY GOD AM I DREAMING???

she also telling me
my father worked very hard and of course he loved his children
he want me to go there
he dont want me to have same life as his
a life without education
he want to pull me out from this circle
along with my brother

as she shared with me her eyes turn watery
and automatically my eye turn watery also
guess Salam is too soft hearted when see female cry.
she hugged me
its been a damn damn damn damn long since im hugged!


THANK GOD THANK GOD THANK GOD

IM ON FIRE TO STUDY ONCE AGAIN!!!
FASTING REALLY WORKS!
GOD GREAT YOU ARE!!!

I WILL FAST ANOTHER 4 MORE DAYS FOR HAVING GOOD TALK WITH MY DEAR MOTHER
HOPE SHE WILL LISTEN TO ME AND UNDERSTAND ME BETTER

THANK GOD THANK GOD THANK GOD!!!!!!!!
HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOAH
I EMAILED MY AUNT
AND SHE CALLED ME
TELLING ME ITS OKAY

OMG SUDDENLY TEARS JUST RUNNING DOWN
issit tears of joy???
AND I NEVER WANT TO CRY OKAY!
IM A MAN!!!
GREAT IS MY GOD!!!
I FELT RELIEVED
GOD THANK YOU
=D

im fasting 12 hours everyday for this week except yesterday
for good answer from my mother!
SO GOD HELP ME KAY? ;D

OH MY!!!!!!!!
MY BROTHER REPLIED ME


"Santai aja dan.. Gw besok tanya coucillor.. sprtinya sih isa deh 4 bulan..
Skrg yg penting blajar dulu buat lu pu ya O lvl..
Kalau O lvl bagus, ga perlu repot apa2. skolah manapun mau kok... Jgn stress bgt..

BTW,, lu udah nanyain skul lom ttg certificate gw? abisnya penting bgt.. by the time minggu dpn gw udah harus dpt kabar.. .
Tolongin gw dong.."



kk
i translate for u all

just relax Dan..i tomorrow ask the counsillor..I think can 4 months
Now the most important thing to do is your Olvl..
IF your Olvl good,it will be easy.you want school everywhere also can..dont be too stress..


YEAH
I CANT DENY IM AFRAID OF THE FUTURE
if only time can stop and i could spend time with all my friends
happy times like the past
YEAH I MISS THEM!
those laughter
those joke
those smiles

WAAAAAAAAAAA
GOD I THANK YOU I HAVE A GOOD BROTHER AND GOOD FRIENDS !!!
when i was sec 2 i thought i only have 1 friend
and i probably going to be alone when i am sec 3 & 4
and i was WRONG
NOW I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS
AND THEY CARED OF ME SO MUCH
I REALLY REALLY WANT TO THANK GOD THAT I HAVE THEM

GOD I THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING
AND I NEVER EVER REGRET THAT I AM IN E2 =D
THANKS ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS AND GOOD BROTHER AND GOOD GOD!
GOD I ALSO THANK THAT I HAVE A GOOD AUNT (my guardian)
SHE TOOK CARE OF ME SINCE I WAS A KID
BOUGHT ME CANDY,PRESENT EVERYTHING I WANT
YEAH AND NOW...I NEVER TALK TO HER AT ALL
I KEPT STAYING AT MY ROOM EVERYTIME I REACH HOME
NEVER TELL HER ANYTHING I DO
I FEEL THE DISTANT BETWEEN ME AND HER NOW

GOTTA START STRENGTHEN OUR RELATION =D

GOD I REALLY REALLY THANK YOU FOR WHAT MY BROTHER EMAILED ME
SOMEHOW I FELT ENCOURAGED!
OF COURSE I ALSO NEVER FORGET I WANT TO REALLY THANK MY FRIENDS
THEY REALLY CONCERN OF ME
AND TOOK CARE OF ME
CHEER ME UP AND TRIED TO MAKE ME SMILE
AND I DID SMILE YESTERDAY

ORHHHH GOD I THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING

today was a boring day
woke up 7 oclock
went to Indonesia embassy
i wore black shirt and black bermuda
and the guard stopped me
no short pants allowed and asked me to rent this ugly long pants
OMG ITS UGLY!
then 1 angmoh also kana then he asked me "do you think this is the most stupid thing u ever see?"
of course i answer "yeah i think so"
and he walked off
and i reached home at 1 i think

and nowdays ahma always keep an eye on me
i think today she called me more than 5 times to make sure i do the right thing
at least she trusted me THANK GOD FOR THAT!

yeah
=D

SORRY NON-CHRISTIANS

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY
YEAH
ALTHOUGH
MY BUTT PAIN
MY FACE PAIN
MY SKIN PAIN
BUT YEAH ITS REALLY GOOD DAY

THANK GOD I HAVE GOOD FRIENDS!
YEAH TODAY I CAN FORGET FOR 1 DAY ABOUT ALL MY STRESS
THANKS GUYS!

WESLEY BETTER WATCH OUT!
KK
THANKS EVERYBODY!!!

TIRING BUT REALLY FUN DAY!
SPECIAL THANKS TO THEM
AND GOD!

=D

TMRW WILL SPEND MY TIME AT HOME DOING HOMEWORKS
KK EVERYBODY NITES! ;D
MY LOVELY BED IS WAITING FOR ME =D

ARGHHHHHHHHH
another 1
my mom just called me
and it straight away changed my mood
ARGHHHH
why the fuck everybody think i never study seriously?
who the fuck dont want get good result?
they think i dont care about my future?
they think i still a small child who just enjoy life down here?
FUCK FUCK!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My future look very dark now
GOD !!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHY WHY WHY?
WHY????????????

PLEASE LORD! I WANT HOPE.I WANT HOPE.I WANT HOPE.I WANT HOPE

PLEASE GIVE ME OPPORTUNITY TO MAKE MY FAMILY PROUD OF ME!
I DONT WANT THEM FEEL DISAPPOINTED
FUCK!!! WHY IM SO STUPID NOT LIKE MY BROTHER!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

WHY WHY WHY?
I ENVY MY BROTHER's LIFE
YEAH
HE STUDY OVERSEA
GO OUT TILL LATE EVERYNIGHT
SPENT TIME WITH SOME1 HE LOVE
GOOD FUTURE AHEAD

WHY IM SO STUPID?

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THIS PAIN ARHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

IF IM BURDEN TO THEM I MIGHT AS WELL NOT BORN ON THIS EARTH
I DONT WANT TO BE BURDEN
I DONT WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SORRY FOR VULGARITIES
I JUST REALLY REALLY FEEL VERY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF

THANK GOD!
today still there are people tried to cheer me up
=D
im glad i have them
i cant really smile sorry
i need to meet face to face with my mom 1st be4 i can really smile

today went to instrument lesson
and yeah
with hui wen , valerie ang and jaren

went home and have a talk
and glad 1 of my problem solved

left with the 1 big problem
which will decide how my life going to end

yeah i actually planned everything from the beginning.
i planed to study oversea and at least get master degree
and get job with high salary like lecturer
and married to a girl who i love
and have at least 2 kids
and ill work work work
take care of my children
make my family become christian family
save some money for retirement
and when my children all grown up already

me and my wife will be living in a peaceful place
like country side or smthing
and of course my children will visit us and take care of us
and of course i also will bring my wife around the world
visit all my friends
and cherish our time till we go heaven
and in heaven ill spend eternal life with my family.

yeah
this may sound childish
but this is what i wish in my life.

GLAD I HAVE FRIENDS AROUND ME!
SPECIAL THANKS TO EVERYONE OF THEM WHO TRIED TO CHEER ME UP AND THANK YOU GOD!
ILL PRAY FOR A GOOD TALK WITH MY MOM NXT WEEK.

=D

konichiwa

just came back from my uncle's 2nd son bdae
scott scott happy bdae arh.
i think he is 2 years old now.
yeah
i forgot to write down the problem.
my result is lousy that i need to attend 12 months course while my brother only need 4 months.
and this 8 months difference cost alot $.
ya la ya la bro u more clever.

THANK GOD FOR TODAY!(sorry non christians)
yeah a few conflict solved today.
although to solve these problems there are always tears.

THANK GOD THANK GOD THANK GOD!
i first time do my complete 12 hours of fasting!
and the result is alot conflict solved ;D

THANK GOD i have friends around me to support me
yeah i dont know whether it's fated or God's doing

since morning i got my good friends who cheer me up
;D yeah yeah yeah!

then went to tuition felt very emo and still,there is good friend who accompany me
and even after tuiton!
i met some of my class mates and they cheer me up!

then went to my uncle place at geylang
then have a talk with my ahma
woah she cried right infront of my eyes
of course my tears automatically run down (im not crybaby okay!)
yeah told her everything
and she trust me once again
yeah
THANK GOD!

i havent really feel normal.still a bit sad.
but there is of coz good friends all around me


SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL FRIENDS WHO CHEER ME UP TODAY ;D
AND THANKS GOD

it was a long tiring day =/ BUT IT'S GOOD!

THANKS GUYS

HAIYO!!!

Yesterday was a fun day.
yeah played card games at the beginning.
it was fun till my mother called me right before the horror movie,Dead silence.
i think i was saded until i can't get scared watching it.
1st time watch scary movie and not really get scared.
played board games and ate pizzas.
when i checked my phone woah... 3 messages that really make me no mood to eat.
hais
i admit my brother is much better than me

more handsome(not really la)
more friendly
more clever
better life
better future

yeah i think everything better than me
i can predict he will get better future too.

although i am saded now but im glad i have friends to accompany me.
they tried to make me smile
they concern about me

when i reach home.1st thing i do was call my mom.
yeah she lecture me.but suprisingly my mom and dad never scold me.
of coz im saded and prayed to God.
yeah im a lousy Chrisitan.
I forgot about him when it was good times
and search for him when I faced bad things
YEAH IM A LOUSY CHRISTIAN
I dont even think I deserved to be called christian =/


BUT this morning my AHMA called me and scold me like no body business.
SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD
as usual... issit really show she cared about me?
she forbid me to go out for 2 weeks
and of course there will be group outing for my class
and i really really want to go.
yeah SORRY GUYS IF I CANT GO
ill ask them 1 by 1
i know they will not allow me
but ill ask for permission

hope i can go my z2h
i dont want to pull them down

GOD PLEASE OPEN UP THE WINDOW OF HEAVEN
POUR DOWN THE BLESSING ONTO MY FAMILY
BLESS ME SO I CAN GET GOOD RESULTS
GIVE ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE FURTHER STUDY
I DONT WANT TO LOSE TO MY BROTHER
GOD ! GOD ! GOD ! GOD ! GOD !

SPECIAL THANKS TO MY FRIENDS WHO TRIED TO CHEER ME UP ;D
SORRY CANT SMILE